Realize

Trying too much, will hurt you even more, finally realized that. 1 year 2 months & 9 days, thank you for lighted it up once :') You'll remain in here always.

I finally learned how to truly love someone, thank you :')

Insecure

Undeniable. Past mistakes is a phobia. It's ruining and everything seems uncleared. Paranoid is an exact symbol as a representative of mine. If only heart was just like a machine, Turn Off button would be a solver *sigh.

Wordless

Thanks for doing this. Unexpected and somehow it's a heart catching. I'm glad for what we had before and what we have now. Oxygen represents you enough :)

P/s : Sorry I buli you hari ni, hihi. Thanks for the CD. Miss you already =)

Going With The Flow

Since I didn't get accepted for the UPU's, so I've decided that I'd go for Matriks instead. No need to waste time and abah's money over the IPTS's since dah dapat peluang pergi Matriks ni. But still, not sure whether I've made the right decision or not. Entah lah, aku pun tak tahu, but like Abah said ; "Just give it a try dulu, mana tahu rezeki kat Matriks ke kan, we'll never know". So since aku memang anak yang baik *spreading angel wings* LMAO, so I've made up my mind to listen to Abah's word for good. Well, been extremely busy over these few days with the going-to-matriks preparation *blergghhhh* =,=" And and the best part is, I've spent over RM 800 for these preparation-sort-of and still been thinking about going to MMU instead LOL *kill me* -_-

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Just done on the phone with MIMF, had a fight over prank phone calls from whosoever trash bitch from hell who made up stories about me having a so-called scandal and I were holding hands with this random guy =,=" Babi betul betul lah kau betina! Ape entah masalah kau ni. Sawan babi ke apa. Malas lah aku nak layan benda-benda mengarut macam ni buang masa aku je, dah tak ada kerja lain agak nye nak jaga tepi kain orang. Pergi shave bulu-bulu kau tu lagi baik dari buat cerita bukan-bukan =,=" Maybe today wasn't a good day for me, sejak dari mula on the phone tadi ada je yang tak kena, cakap je setengah jam then mesti nak gaduh, lepas tu okay, lepas tu gaduh lagi, entah apa entah, penat kot *pppffhhhtttt* Tidur lagi bagus. Goodnight.

It's All NEW

New year, new life, new blog, but still the same IEKA ahaha. So yeah I've got new blog, the old one is deactivated finally. Decided to start a whole new bunch version of ME, well not really, still the same, but this time it's wiser, stronger and more flexible shall I say HAHA. Much had been going on lately for the past couple of months, been going through a pretty hard times ; stupid ex-boyfriend, complicated relationship, annoying driving instructor. Everything was a messed up, I didn't know where did I go wrong. First, the ex-boyfriend ; kept on telling the same thing, didn't want a time out, wanna stick for long, the love is real, didn't want to trouble me for hearing out his problem. Okay, NOTE-TO-GUYS : Don't be such an egoistic-maniac, share stuffs with your girl dude, let it out, girl loves when you're finally 'TALKING' to her, don't hide stuffs from her, she'll definitely will figure it out. So anyway, yeah, things had been going on like that for couple of months, and then finally I've decided to called it off one day. I can't stand to be treated like that, I deserves someone better ; credits to Eyna, Ima and Ejat ;) for finally made me realized how stupid I had been HAHA -_-" so yeah I dumped him and it felt so good. Well not actually at the beginning, it was miserable at first, but I managed to coped with it, and lets just say something good ;) came up out of sudden. So I decided to moved on and start focusing on other important stuffs like ; the upcoming SPM's result omgshitt, what choices I had to make in furthering my study, and and start a whole new *thing* with the long-lost-old-new boyfriend ehemss* ahaha. As for the time being, everything had went pretty well, things had get better and better except for the part where I still haven't got my driving license yet, plus with the instructor who is being so gay, always delaying things up ppffhhtt -_-" But I'll be patient though, only got couple more hours left for the driving class, and then I'm up for the JPJ's wuuhuu! Ohh and and also, looking foward to meet the long-lost-old-new ehemmss ;) ahaha ;D

The long-lost-old-new ehemss <3>