Friday, September 17, 2010

Shattered

"I dah penat lah nak cakap dengan you, dah la!"

Terima kasih banyak-banyak sebab bagitahu :')

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Stay Strong

I have to be strong. Because I know if he really does love me, he will do what is the best for us.

It hurts me so much when you said that I don't care about you, because from the bottom of my heart I really do.

Strings

I had changed my guitar string. Just finished tuning with Along. I miss to play, it had been a long time. And I miss him :')
I played Bubbly out of no where, and it reminds me so much about us. It was the first song I played for you.


Where ever you go, I'll always know, you make me smile even just for a while :')

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Back On The Track

Today's list :
1. Finish up Human Bio report.
2. Start to look for info about the General Chem poster.

I can never stop thinking about you. You'll always on my mind & heart. I pray the best & only best for you. I'll be missing you, xoxo

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Happy Eid Mubarak

Happy Eid Mubarak to all. Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir & Batin.


Thursday, September 2, 2010

Old Good Times

It's precious when things were so amazing back then.

"If he really loves you with all his heart, he would come for you one day. And if he's not, maybe you guys are not meant to be together"

I hold on to that words with hope and beautiful memories of him.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

My Vow

I will always and always love you in every second of my life.

The 4th is coming up again. I'm really going to miss when we always always write beautiful long texts to each other & compete to be the first saying "Happy Anniversary Sayang"

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Mind-Bloated

Human Biology, couldn't you make my life harder? Thank you very much =.="
Luckily you're one of my favourite -_-" *sigh sigh sigh.

I need my super-caffeine-hero.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

That Day


04/02/2009.
I will never ever forget for the rest of my life :')
Thank you.

Phone calls, messages, movies, McDonals, late-night dates, holding hands, hugs and kisses, fighting and crying, travel all the way to visit. The one most memorable thing, your meaningful words.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Hello IMU


International Medical University, student of BioMedic. Extremely happy, indeed :) And good bye Home =/

P/s : Holiday is going to end soon, *sigh =/

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

No Effin' Way

Why it must be Engineering? =.= Never see any future close to this one, hmph. No freaking way, seriously.

P/s : Abah would be very glad. I could tell. *sigh.

Monday, June 21, 2010

Yes, It's Her

Dear Hanna Beth, Can I have your hair please? :)
I'll get exactly like that one soon, with no fake extension ha-ha.
As for now, my hair is a mess, *sigh.

P/s : I need the electrical hair curler =.=

Irony

Life is exactly like a wheel. Ups and downs, shits and sweets. Things are better recently, *Alhamdulillah. Somehow it feels like something is wrong, is the choice that had been made is the right one? *sigh. Only Allah knows.

P/s : It's hard to forget, you crossed my mind all the time, Mr. Photo

Friday, April 23, 2010

April 23rd 2010


Hey birthday boy, ILYSM :) Thanks again for all of this, words can't describe how grateful I am. You are so amazing. Take a very good care of yourself. Hugs & tons of kisses.

I'm gonna miss you very much. ILY ILY ILY :)

Monday, April 19, 2010

Addiction

It's been a while. Your presence resembles drugs, and it is addictive. My addiction towards you is uncontrollable. I need you to survive.

I miss you very much and how I wish I could meet you as soon as possible ='/

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Realize

Trying too much, will hurt you even more, finally realized that. 1 year 2 months & 9 days, thank you for lighted it up once :') You'll remain in here always.

I finally learned how to truly love someone, thank you :')

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Insecure

Undeniable. Past mistakes is a phobia. It's ruining and everything seems uncleared. Paranoid is an exact symbol as a representative of mine. If only heart was just like a machine, Turn Off button would be a solver *sigh.

Friday, April 16, 2010

Indescribable

I'm scared. If only I'm strong enough to deal with this. I'm sorry but I'm really scared. How should I put up with this. *Sigh. I hope I'm wrong all the way.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Nineteen

Yeah, I know. It ain't that sweet anymore isn't it. LOL. But anyway, yeah, congratulations, I'm 19. Seriously birthday started to annoys me a lot, if only the number is decreasing in each year =.="

Sunday, February 7, 2010

February 4th 2010

One year had passed without realizing how much the time had bonded us together. Thanks for these one whole indescribable year. And always hoping that the years to come will bring us even more closer ahead to each other. Ilysm


Saturday, January 23, 2010

Wordless

Thanks for doing this. Unexpected and somehow it's a heart catching. I'm glad for what we had before and what we have now. Oxygen represents you enough :)

P/s : Sorry I buli you hari ni, hihi. Thanks for the CD. Miss you already =)

Thursday, January 14, 2010

MUET


Haih, disappointed. Still cannot beat her *sigh. But, alhamdulillah :)

Monday, January 11, 2010

Another Phase

Dear Mr. Photo,


Thank you for everything. Your photo keeps me alive & reminds me to be strong even when I know everything starts to fall apart. Thanks for always be there for me. Maybe one day we will have one more shot :)

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Deeper Conversation

As usual, holiday is all about sea, jagung bakar, hangouts, best friends, catching-up stories & FOOD. Thanks to them, who had willing to waste their not-so-precious time listening to my self-issues and related stuffs regarding those annoyed relationship thingy. I know it might sounds a bit cliche' to talked about those cheesy weesy so-called relationship/love/feelings issues, but sometimes people [me =.="] tend to be very fragile when it comes to this. Anyway, enough about this already, feels like throwing up if I keep on typing about it. So yeah, as usual also, tons and tons of pictures were captured and it's time to be published :)

Motivators :)
Testing my photography skills ha-ha
Messy as always
Again, messy
She's adorable isn't she? :)
Ku Izzaira bt Ku Ishak, ily
Having fun and talking is no big deals, but as we ran down into a deeper thing, more and more it made us realized that the truth is what people portray through their expression isn't what always they have inside. Talking to them is such a relieved, it's like, letting a huge monster that trapped inside your chest out. A bit drama, yeah classic, I know. Now everything seemed to be clearer I supposed. Thanks to these guys who had made my evening full of brain-storming activity due to those self-issues that I had ; Rosdi & Jaja. I swear both of these name will always be in my thoughts until I've reach my senile phase :)

You jump I jump ;)
Rosdi Izwan :)

Kuala Perlis, lmao
P for Pros te-hee :D
Ha-ha, gedik =.="
P/s : Happy New Year to all you people out there and may this year brings you more joy and happiness :)

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Dropping It Off

Mid-term is over, finally *relief* Lots of things going on lately, missing my best friends like hell much. Self-issues and Relationship is bullshit *puke! puke!* So yeah, that's basically what happened these days. Enough about it. Already missing those HT5-maniacs like LOADS. Nanti balik kita baling ice lagi naaa :D

Edward's Syndrome kot :D
Ohh Mutiara :)
Aida Hernita bt. Mohd Zulkifli yang ajar :D
Mutiara lagi, dia ni memang :P
Mufyyyy auww :)
Milo mangkuk & psycho friends ;)