Stay Strong

I have to be strong. Because I know if he really does love me, he will do what is the best for us.

It hurts me so much when you said that I don't care about you, because from the bottom of my heart I really do.

My Vow

I will always and always love you in every second of my life.

The 4th is coming up again. I'm really going to miss when we always always write beautiful long texts to each other & compete to be the first saying "Happy Anniversary Sayang"

Another Weekend Shout Out

Being happy *smile* Assignments had finished, and it's still early to go back to college as this is not what usually will happen during Sunday. It usually ended up with clumsiness because it only had 10 minutes left to reach college, so yeah, I'm happy happy and happy :) Planning of baking molten chocolate cakes for my roomies but since I was so lazy *woots* so decided to watched MTV and V channel instead LOL. Ohh suddenly With You by Chris Brown is on the screen and it reminds me much of MIMF :)) Well most of my songs in my play list definitely would reminds me of him =,=" so no brag ha-ha. Although we often had a fight and mad at each other a lot lately, but it doesn't tear us apart because he knows how much he meant to me and I know how much he loves me :)

I miss my besties a lot since I have no times to hang out with them lately, everybody is busy with college, study and stuffs. Haihh, how I miss my old times with them. Can't wait for the mid-sem break, want to go back to KL please please. Bored with this current environment already haihh =,=" I guess I have to packed my stuffs up, going back to college *long sigh*. Got to go. Will update soon.

It's All NEW

New year, new life, new blog, but still the same IEKA ahaha. So yeah I've got new blog, the old one is deactivated finally. Decided to start a whole new bunch version of ME, well not really, still the same, but this time it's wiser, stronger and more flexible shall I say HAHA. Much had been going on lately for the past couple of months, been going through a pretty hard times ; stupid ex-boyfriend, complicated relationship, annoying driving instructor. Everything was a messed up, I didn't know where did I go wrong. First, the ex-boyfriend ; kept on telling the same thing, didn't want a time out, wanna stick for long, the love is real, didn't want to trouble me for hearing out his problem. Okay, NOTE-TO-GUYS : Don't be such an egoistic-maniac, share stuffs with your girl dude, let it out, girl loves when you're finally 'TALKING' to her, don't hide stuffs from her, she'll definitely will figure it out. So anyway, yeah, things had been going on like that for couple of months, and then finally I've decided to called it off one day. I can't stand to be treated like that, I deserves someone better ; credits to Eyna, Ima and Ejat ;) for finally made me realized how stupid I had been HAHA -_-" so yeah I dumped him and it felt so good. Well not actually at the beginning, it was miserable at first, but I managed to coped with it, and lets just say something good ;) came up out of sudden. So I decided to moved on and start focusing on other important stuffs like ; the upcoming SPM's result omgshitt, what choices I had to make in furthering my study, and and start a whole new *thing* with the long-lost-old-new boyfriend ehemss* ahaha. As for the time being, everything had went pretty well, things had get better and better except for the part where I still haven't got my driving license yet, plus with the instructor who is being so gay, always delaying things up ppffhhtt -_-" But I'll be patient though, only got couple more hours left for the driving class, and then I'm up for the JPJ's wuuhuu! Ohh and and also, looking foward to meet the long-lost-old-new ehemmss ;) ahaha ;D

The long-lost-old-new ehemss <3>