Irony

Life is exactly like a wheel. Ups and downs, shits and sweets. Things are better recently, *Alhamdulillah. Somehow it feels like something is wrong, is the choice that had been made is the right one? *sigh. Only Allah knows.

P/s : It's hard to forget, you crossed my mind all the time, Mr. Photo

April 23rd 2010

Hey birthday boy, ILYSM :) Thanks again for all of this, words can't describe how grateful I am. You are so amazing. Take a very good care of yourself. Hugs & tons of kisses.

I'm gonna miss you very much. ILY ILY ILY :)

Addiction

It's been a while. Your presence resembles drugs, and it is addictive. My addiction towards you is uncontrollable. I need you to survive.

I miss you very much and how I wish I could meet you as soon as possible ='/

Realize

Trying too much, will hurt you even more, finally realized that. 1 year 2 months & 9 days, thank you for lighted it up once :') You'll remain in here always.

I finally learned how to truly love someone, thank you :')

Insecure

Undeniable. Past mistakes is a phobia. It's ruining and everything seems uncleared. Paranoid is an exact symbol as a representative of mine. If only heart was just like a machine, Turn Off button would be a solver *sigh.

Indescribable

I'm scared. If only I'm strong enough to deal with this. I'm sorry but I'm really scared. How should I put up with this. *Sigh. I hope I'm wrong all the way.

Nineteen

Yeah, I know. It ain't that sweet anymore isn't it. LOL. But anyway, yeah, congratulations, I'm 19. Seriously birthday started to annoys me a lot, if only the number is decreasing in each year =.="

February 4th 2010

One year had passed without realizing how much the time had bonded us together. Thanks for these one whole indescribable year. And always hoping that the years to come will bring us even more closer ahead to each other. Ilysm