April 23rd 2010

Hey birthday boy, ILYSM :) Thanks again for all of this, words can't describe how grateful I am. You are so amazing. Take a very good care of yourself. Hugs & tons of kisses.

I'm gonna miss you very much. ILY ILY ILY :)

Addiction

It's been a while. Your presence resembles drugs, and it is addictive. My addiction towards you is uncontrollable. I need you to survive.

I miss you very much and how I wish I could meet you as soon as possible ='/

Realize

Trying too much, will hurt you even more, finally realized that. 1 year 2 months & 9 days, thank you for lighted it up once :') You'll remain in here always.

I finally learned how to truly love someone, thank you :')

Insecure

Undeniable. Past mistakes is a phobia. It's ruining and everything seems uncleared. Paranoid is an exact symbol as a representative of mine. If only heart was just like a machine, Turn Off button would be a solver *sigh.

Indescribable

I'm scared. If only I'm strong enough to deal with this. I'm sorry but I'm really scared. How should I put up with this. *Sigh. I hope I'm wrong all the way.

Nineteen

Yeah, I know. It ain't that sweet anymore isn't it. LOL. But anyway, yeah, congratulations, I'm 19. Seriously birthday started to annoys me a lot, if only the number is decreasing in each year =.="